Spring cleaning

A few weeks ago I cleaned out my car completely, inside and out. I even went as far as taking stain remover and getting rid of all the various stains I had in the carpet and on the floor rugs. It took me about a whole day to do this and afterwards I felt very good about myself.

This process was intensely therapeutic, and inspired me to start the task of stepping up game and completely cleaning out my room. The plan was as follows: I would do all my laundry, get rid of every single piece of old junk (no matter how nostalgic it made me feel), throw away anything I cannot use or sell, organize my belongings, set aside things to sell or give away (e.g. clothes, cds, etc.) and live happily ever after in my newly reinvigorated room.

This has gone horribly wrong however, and now my living quarters look a bit like a waterless model of hurricane Katrina's wreckage. I don't know what to do and I can't leave it the way it is.



Goddammit.

Too many birthdays

GF = 1/23
Brently = 1/24
Julianne = 1/25
My sister = 1/25



...shit.

R.I.P. Heath

It's really a shame, The Dark Knight looks amazing.

Gunna miss my dawg forealz.

"I Hate Myself and Want to Die" - Nirvana

Runny nose and runny yolk
Even if you have a cold still
You can cough on me again
I still haven't had my fulfill

In the someday what's that sound?

Broken heart and broken bones
Think of how a castrated horse feels
One more quirky cliche'd phrase
You're the one I wanna refill

In the someday what's that sound?

Most people don't realize
That two large pieces of coral,
Painted brown, and attached to his skull
With common wood screws can make a child look like a deer


also,

QUITE POSSIBLY THE GREATEST SONG EVER WRITTEN!!!!

More than meets the eye.

So recently my parents decided to spring the extra money and get the premium movie package from DirecTV (HBO, Showtime, Cinemax, etc.) for the first time in my entire life. I'm sure a motivating factor in this decision came because of the fact that I, being the youngest of my family, was now 18 years old, and that I would be no longer enticed to stay up late and watch the occasional soft core porn while they were asleep. (Despite the fact that I could have, and did, use the internet for that exact reason regularly since about the seventh grade.) I cannot begin to dictate how often I desired these channels when bored at home, seeing many of my favorite movies on channels I could never watch. Since we have started getting these channels I have gone completely fucking ape shit over it. I stay up until 6 AM some nights watching shit like "Deuce Bigalow: Male Gigolo" and "The Hills Have Eyes" among other movies that will probably be on everyday for the rest of the week, just because I finally have access to them.

My sleeping habits are completely fucked, and now when I try to go to bed earlier than midnight, I wake up at 3 or 4 AM unable to go back to sleep until mid-morning.

I have also ended up with the habit of either sleeping in for over ten hours, or receiving less than five every night. I don't even sleep on my own bed most the time, because I can use a remote for the TV downstairs if I sleep on the couch.

Fkkkkkk I think I need help.